A New Start

I just started reading the second part of the book Siddhartha.This part of the book is named Kamala. I have noticed that Siddhartha has changed his attitude in this section of the book. For me to notice that he changed his attitude was when he says"The world was beautiful when looked as in this way-without any seeking, so simple, so chidlike."  I can see from that quote that Siddhartha has changed the perspection of the world making me realize that he has changed.  I noticed  that Siddhartha wants to live his own path by the decisions he makes. He does not want to follow any Gods order o Govinda's orders he just wants to keep going by himself. I believe that since the beginning Siddhartha wanted to be himself only that he was scared to be himself. After all there are few people in society who are themselves and this is what Siddhartha earns in this part of the book. He is able to be independent from any opinion  and just following his Self. 
Also during this chapter Siddhartha meets Kamala which is a women that is really pretty and Siddhartha  falls in love with her. "...made a gesture, such as a woman makes when she invites a man to that kind of enjoyment of love..." This quote from the book makes me infer that Kamala will change the way Siddhartha life is because it is supposed that Samanas cannot have relationships like that one.